Art Imitates Life

I really believe that art have been imitating human's life for ages. And there's nothing could stop it.
People have an art feeling, even it's just a little pieces of theirs. People choose colors, people choose the arrangements, people choose attitudes just like their style. They made their own taste. They do art, even it's not by a flying color crayon, digital media, or anything art expressing. But they still love to make their own art.

In this case, I'm one who feel this continuity of art. I do blogging and I love fashion. Art is the most inspirational to attach writing on my blog and mix my style of fashion. World's turning, and art cannot be stop.

L must be before F

In alphabetical order, L is after F right? So. sometimes people should break both the rule and the composition of the composition. Let's put L before F. And do by L before you do by F.

L's here means Logic. And F means Feeling. How to order Logic before Feeling when there's no an actual composition. It's just my formula (again), anyway. Don't argue,please? Haha.
Actually, I'm normal girl who uses her feeling more often than her logic. I have brain for sure, but I don't use it frequently. Not only because of my emotion but also because my hormone. *running-away-from-the-responsibility kekekeke.

Mostly, girls always have this habit. Although they do realize,but they just deny the fact. They keep going with her feeling and act like what her emotion control her. Boys, even not as many as girls but they also have this habit sometimes even theory said that hormone of boys control their masculinity, not their femininity. But everyone seemed easy to come across with their intuition of feeling. Who's not?

I've learned many times about this. Could people handle their emotion while everything's going bad? And how to make it real. Nothing's way out. Everything is handled by people itself.

But,actually. It's your wisdom to make your decision between Logic and Feeling. My opinion, L must be the first you choose. Than try to control your F. Dont let F out of your control before you hold the L's theory and practical. Your life must be brighten up. It what I've done, not at all but yeah it helps.

Peace In YOU

I love my days even it's suck.
I got a note book for my mathematics subject and I realized how it meant to me so much :) Wow, you should say that i'm insane for having such an idiot enlightenment from just A BOOK ! Yeah, it's me myb. But it quoted words what said that "PEACE always there in YOU"

I believe IT. I want to believe IT. I try to believe IT.

You should know, how much i love freedom. And you should guess, how big i love it.
I try to be defensive when I say, I love my life. But I really objected if someone said that life is hard. Life is easy, as easy as what you think about it. While you think it's hard, how it come to be. It's easy. The difficulty is how to make yourself think that your life is beautiful in your own way. If you don't care how to be grateful for what you got, and you'll come up with every sorrow and disappointment.

Well, i'm normally normal. That's why I also feel the same way when a disappointment, sorrow, and lost came up into my life. Despite my normality, I should know what was going not so well is just for letting me tougher and mature.

So how's your life going? Do you mess yourself up and make yourself feel worse than how it should be? Or you let yourself up and make everything's better by your prayer and action?

No POST for weeks

I'm so sorry. But I'm really in the hardest time and worst mood ever. I think I'll cease to post for weeks. I hope I'll come back soon :)

Quotes Of Another Day

"A teacher is able to bring someone to join a class.
But not each teacher is able to make a class learn,
even if only one of them."
"Seorang guru bisa membawa seseorang masuk ke dalam sebuah kelas.
Tetapi tidak semua guru bisa membuat sebuah kelas belajar,
bahkan apabila hanya satu diantara mereka."

These words according to what was Hellen Keller's said. It's just a little remake of mine.
If you couldn't find any worth teacher for you, you have to start being a teacher for yourself.
Whereas if you can't make yourself study, how others would?

Back To Routine

This is it. Back To Routine.

I don't know how to say whether I like or not, I'm amazed for going through a month of my holiday miserably. I don't know how to express whether I happy or sad, I'm excited to death for welcoming my last year of school. I don't know anything about my feeling. It doesn't matter if it will be like this just for a moment initially. But from now on, I think I could make a better life of mine.

Why?
**Because I got a very unexpected class for a year
**Because campus life will be welcomed soon !
**Many because, but it was just a small pieces causes. I don't really mind :D

Well, back to the topic.
Another routine. I got a very dense schedule for this year.
School - Private Lessons - Another Private Lessons - School's Suck Things (remember : tasks and tests) - Another Activities - Private Lesson - And Another MORE !
Something that sometimes made me thinking how will I go through all of this routine?
Hmm, no idea. Everything will be fine when you try to be thinking it will :)
Well, I'll try.

I think I should congrate you, anyway..
Welcome to ANOTHER SCHOOL LIFE.
Hope you'll get ANOTHER SCHOOL SWEET MEMORIES.

Well, I've been watching a lot of korean serial drama. A LOT !
And some of them are really great.
So, this collection of dramas will cheer my days up eventually.

What is tomorrow.

Last night, I was hesitating about things in my life when I couldn't fall asleep for hours. It's really tiring to wondering something that I don't know how to do either.

I was wondering if I couldn't meet someone who move my heart softly.
I was wondering if I couldn't be succeed and let her parents proud, even less for making herself proud.
And how about if everything I've arranged and dreamt is failed then I'll be nothing.

I don't know what will come tomorrow. It's mystery. I don't know how to make myself precious either. It's a way that I couldn't see. And I don't know whatever in case of tomorrow. I'll just walking by and trying to do my best. Whatever it will turn out in the end, everyone should believe their own intuition, right?

The Sweetest Thing Of Jealousy

Well. Like what I've written before about jealousy. Today's theme isn't going over yet. It's still about jealousy and what I got from this "damn-feeling". Hehe.

It's a simple one. I think I learned too much when I was in the middle of wanting other's ownership or privilege. And it's sweet, you know. It's sweet when I realized that I should run now for having what I wanted. It's sweet when I knew that I'm willing to do my best to have such as others. And It's sweet when I had a goal !

More over, the sweetest one is :

I will keep everything carefully much more
or
I will take chances as well as possible much more.
Because it was hard to get that, I'll do my best to make it useful when I had it eventually.

So, why should we dodge if it would turn good when you let yourself work ?

You should start comparing then work for willing better !

Why Jealous and How To Fight It?

I don't know why I should cry today and let myself under pressure. It's the most stupid thing along this holiday weeks. And I regret it so much.

Well, some people said, "Planted jealousy means you will suicide yourself soon."
I agreed. Jealousy is one of that damn things who always come to our mind. Who's never? I don't believe if someone tell me that he/she never have this feeling. Well, we talk about normal people, right? Normal people always comparing between theirs and someone else's. It stupid, but it's like a natural law. People compete to win everything in this life. It's NORMALLY NORMAL.

If we win this or that or these or those competition, everything will be alright.
How about if we lost? We failed? Or how about if I LOST? How about if whatever I arranged is FAILED? Will the competition ended by the JEALOUSY?

Some people say YES.
And unfortunately, I'm one who answered that "YES".

Jealous hurts so much. It will make your day turned unwell. When it's happening, what would we do? Don't find any answer yet? Then, this is my answer.

I MOTIVATE MYSELF TO HAVE BETTER, TO REACH HIGHER, TO BE THE BEST.

Unfortunately, that's the only way. I can't fight my jealousy. It will grow faster and higher. Then I know I have to win the things I've been jealous to and catch the best for me. Why? Because I need to win.

And I'll try to do my best, to win it someday. SOMEDAY.
I'll learn much more than everyone did.
I'll do better than everyone tried.
I'll struggle harder than everyone fought on.
I will. Someday. Reach everything. I wish...

Mario Bross

Well. It's my style. So don't argue with me. I love Mario Bross. Really, Really LOVE it. Why do I love him? Uhm, let's make a list ! (Haha. Yeah,it's a list again!)

1. Mario Bross is a plumber!
   The fact about his occupation made me exciting too much ! Why? Because I realized that a plumber could be that famous. I want to have an occupation what will drive me to the success. And I think he's loving his job so much, so I hope I'll be.
   
2. Mario Bross tries to save the princess.
   His job doesn't make a gap between a princess or a plumber. He teaches me how to work hard. And he teaches me how to survive in troubles for getting the final destination.
   
3. Mario Bross's mustache is funny.
   It's a statement. Dont be objected ! It's relative whether it looks stupid or funny. I love it :)
   
4. I love the game since I was 4.

So what? I still love him much more and more. Haha. I dont care if you say i'm either crazy or stupid. I'm fabulous in my own way. And I'm great in Jesus's thought. Surely !

There always two sides in a strory
It's my side and my story !